Let me get this straight, everything started in P.E when I got pissed and put a lot of pressure on you right? I thought we were past this but apparently not. For that matter, I’m sorry which I have said many times to you. Why I was that way was because I was so excited to play tennis but the game wasn’t what I expected so of course I was frustrated. Later on, I was proud of my tennis skills and I was happy but that doesn’t mean I bragged about them. Anyway, the only thing I have said about you to others was “Why is she avoiding me? Is she mad at me? What did I do?” and I apologize if I did say you were mean because at that moment I was mad, of course I would be. Your friend is avoiding you and you don’t know the reason why. What would you do if you were me? Now about my English project, the role of the main lead was suppose to be another person. However, that person was too busy and  couldn’t do it. In the end, four guys played a game deciding who was going to be the main lead. The guy you like lost and  agreed to be the main male lead. I was thankful for him to be the main lead because there was no one else. When I asked your friend if you still had feelings for him, it was on an earlier day, when the main lead role was still pending. If it was the guy you like, then I even thought that I would ask you to be helping me out with my project and for you to be close to him but you avoided me and didn’t talk to me so I didn’t bother. Even yes or no you would agree on doing the role, I still thought about the opportunity you could get. I was excited to hear he was the main lead because I was gonna tell you the next day but oh. you were mad at me. But why would you have an argument with me? Wouldn’t you at least think that I would understand you? I tried to be closer to you but you just kept getting farther and farther away. It’s both our fault for doing this, we were close minded to not say a word to each other. BTW I was joking when I said you were with a guy, idk why I said that, why would I take that literally?? That’s just stupid. You know that you’ll always have people behind you and I don’t. But why are there sides??? I should just your side because I don’t want one or need one. I came to the group late so it had to be that way. I don’t know what you’re saying about me changing my friend into becoming like me because NONE OF THAT HAPPENED. Why would I ever do that? that’s insane. And if you don’t have any intentions into fixing things up then ok, fine do whatever you want but I don’t blame anyone for this. I’m not going to say sorry for the things I didn’t commit. Till yesterday, you were the sweet friend that I had. The girl who was always bright and nice to me but if you think of me that way then I can’t do anything to change it. I would never call you names or anything because to me you were a friend and now if it’s going to end this way then you’ll be a memory. Things just had to happen this way. And yes it was nice and fun knowing you till it lasted.